Take Me Home.
Reality ruined my life.





GUYS! I’ve been on a vacation and I just thought of something!!! I’ll be working on a fanfic-slash-one shots (it’s a bit complicated) and I’ll be posting the first chapter tomorrow. If you’re interested to be one of the girls,  just send me your name and your favorite in the band. You can also tweet me on @yotheremalik. I swear it’s a good one. (Hahaha! Nothing beats than praising your own work!) Only 5 girls will be accepted, though, so hurry up. Only for Directioners. I’ll see to it that I’ll update everyday. :) x


Should Have Kissed You - Chapter 34 

Casey’s P.O.V.

“I seriously don’t know what’s with him, Case. He’s been like that since you left.” Niall said, putting the can of beer down. We’ve been talking for how many hours already, decoding Liam’s weird moves. He’s been acting pretty queer lately, starting with that “I’ve got a date with mom” thingy. It turns out he just went straight to their flat and slept.

“Should I be bothered?” I asked nervously. “I mean, you said he’s been like that since he——“

“Hey, calm down.” He laughed, shaking his head. “You’ve got nothing to worry about. Just give him time and space. I know, Liam. Let the guy have his space.”

“For what?”

“I really don’t know. I’m just running out of things to say.” He stood up, fixed his clothes, and looked at me. “I’ve got to go, Case. Going to the studio. New album on the way!!”

I giggled, stood up and hugged him. He tightened the hug; rubbing my back in circles. “Everything is going to be okay. In the mean time, focus on your studies.”He stepped back and smiled.

“I will. Thank you big time.” I smiled back. Niall and I are really close. He’s this person that I can tell my secrets to. I mean, there are things that I haven’t told Ella that I shared to Niall. He has this charm that just wants you to tell everything to him; from your period to your fears and everything. “Good luck.”

“Will do.” He kissed my cheek and stormed out of the room. I sighed and looked at the mess we’ve created. I started picking up the cans and one by one, I threw it at the bin. My head started to throb when someone opened the door. Ella, with a book covering her face, closed the door and sat on the sofa.

“Where have you been?” I asked, wiping the table in front of her. She placed the book beside her and exhaled heavily. “What’s the problem?”

“Pretty tired. Some girls wanted a picture with me so I stopped then they called their friends and I really don’t know what was happening. Then one of them said, “you’re Zayn’s girlfriend, right?” and I was like “wha—-wha—-what?” and they were like, “It’s okay. We don’t hate you. As long as Zayn’s happy, we’re happy.”. I didn’t know what to do. I was really shocked after that so I decided to buy a book to help me relax.”

I laughed out loud, sitting down beside her. She raised her eyebrows, confused with what I just did. I sighed and touched her shoulder. “You need to get used to it, you know. It’s been weeks since you guys told the world you’re dating!”.

“I know, I know. It was just… weird. I was expecting for these girls to stab me, gouge my eyes o—-“

“You really must stop watching horror movies.”

“You think so?”

“I know so.”

She took a deep breath and took off her coat. “I really need to get advices from you.”

“Me? What do you mean?”

“It’s like you’re used to all these directioners.”

“Yeah, I’m used to interacting with them that I ran away from them.” I answered, making her laugh. “Besides, they don’t bug me that much. I am nobody.”

“Nobody? Really? Like you have your own fanbase. They even call themselves Caselettes.”

My eyes almost popped out. What the?! Caselettes?! Isn’t that some kind of a hipster girl group or what? I haven’t been checking my Twitter since December. Ella reached out for her laptop and opened her account. “Look.”

Holy…. It’s real. There are so many accounts with Caselettes as their name and some of them even have my pictures as their avatar or whatever you call that. I looked at Ella with my eyes wide open and she just laughed. “Don’t fret. Mine is worse. They call me Ellatites.”

Now, it was my turn to laugh. She shook her head and shut her laptop off. Our lives are getting ridiculous.

 

 

“Hey, I missed you!”

I turned around and saw Kim running towards me. She pulled me for a hug. “I missed you! Wow, you definitely lose weight!”

“That’s what Harry also said. Anyway, how are you?”

“I’m okay. Really okay.” I replied, smiling weakly at her. She smiled back and squeezed my hand. We started to walk. Classes were finally done. Ella didn’t go to school because she was sick and Zayn was babysitting her. Kim and I parted ways when we reached the gate of our university. Luckily for me, I don’t get mobbed by paparazzi and fangirls here. I was holding my cup of coffee when suddenly, someone bumped in to me. The hot liquid splashed to him. His shirt was soaked with the coffee. I started wiping the coffee on his shirt.

“I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to!” I apologized, still wiping the liquid with my hands. The person suddenly touched my hands and said, “It’s okay, Case.”.

I looked up and saw Liam looking at me. He let go of my hands and smiled sheepishly. I gulped and I can feel myself sweating profusely. What is he doing here? Why is he here?

“What are you doing here?” I asked, picking up the plastic cup and threw it at the trashcan. He laughed and shook his head.

“Can’t I surprise my friend by visiting in her university?”

Friend… Oh wait, he’s talking about me. “No, it’s not that. You could’ve just texted me or something!”

“Then that wouldn’t be a surprise, right?” He chuckled, putting his arm around my shoulder; pulling me closer to his chest. I missed this. I missed us. “I just want to be with you today.”

Damn it, Liam. You’re leading me on again! I looked at him. I was about to reject his invitation when he suddenly pinched my nose and shook my head. “Before you say no, I just want to say I already rented 2 bicycles in the park. If you don’t come with me, I’ll have to ride those 2 bicycles simultaneously and that would totally kill me. Plus, you’ll be wasting my money. And lastly, if you even say no, I’ll still drag you.”

I was trying not to laugh but I gave in anyway. I heard him chuckle and he held my hand. We started to walk towards his car which was parked 2 blocks away and yes, we were holding each other’s hand. I was blushing so much that I could feel myself face heating up. Liam was looking at me from time to time; checking if I was alright because I was just silent. Upon reaching the park, a guy gave us the bicycles. We started hitting the pedals. He got ahead of me, laughing like a child. Enjoy this moment, Case. Just don’t give meaning to it. I pedaled faster, getting ahead of him. I heard him shout and that made me laugh more. Suddenly, he was at my left side. He held my left hand and both of us slowed down. He looked at me and smiled. “I missed you. Do you know that?”

“No.” I replied, biting my lower lip. Could he please just stop? He’s giving me false hopes and I really don’t like it. First, he left when I arrived in London. Then, he’s going to tell me he wants to spend the day with me. And now, he’s saying he missed me? I really don’t get him! At all!

“Well, I did. And I’m glad you’re back.” He answered back, pinching my cheek.

 

The day went by so fast. I was so glad that things were already back to normal. We were singing Miley’s song Party in the USA in his car. We were on our way home after eating our dinner in a pizza parlor. He stopped in front our apartment. We went out of the car, laughing. I sighed and touched his arm. Did he just stiffen? “Thanks, Liam. I had fun. I had a blast. It was the best day of my life.”

“Well, I’m glad that the best day of your life was spent with me.” He smiled and moved closer to me. He was about to kiss my cheek when he laughed. “Looks like people are very eager to know what’s happening.”

I looked back and saw Zayn and Ella waving at us, their faces were literally plastered on the window. Liam and I laughed and shook our heads. I looked at Liam and sighed. “Anyway, I need to go now.” He said, holding my shoulders. “Be a good girl. Have a peaceful slumber.”

“I will. Be a good boy also. Have a great night.”

“It’s already great.”He said, patting my shoulder. I kissed him on the cheek and he grinned. “Bye.”

“Bye, Liam.” I said as I waved at him. He waved back and went inside of his car. In a matter of seconds, he was already gone. When I reached the room, Zayn and Ella were smiling like idiots at me.

“You guys are really made for each other.” I said to them. The three of us sat down. They were teasing me; saying that Liam and I could make a great couple. “We’re just friends, you know that.”

“We know but you 2 don’t.” Zayn replied, chuckling.

“What do you mean by that?” I asked, taking off my shoes.

“Nothing.” Ella said. The two of them laughed again. These two are really losing their sanity. I decided to take a bath. When I went out of the bathroom, they were laughing again. Shaking my head, I went to my room and decided to check my Twitter account. When I clicked my mentions, I saw tweets from Directioners and they even tagged Liam. What’s happening?

@yotheremalik @CaseOfficial @real_liam_payne you guys are just the sweetest!!!! :”>

Sweetest? What? I clicked the tweet and I almost passed out when I saw what the ruckus was about.

@real_liam_payne Just had the best day of my life!! Thank you, @caseofficial! The best, just the best!! :D

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I actually thought of splitting this chapter into 2 but I thought, “No. You deserved better. I made you wait for 5 months so here it is!!”. Hope you like it. Thanks to those who waited. I’m deeply sorry!! I love you all. You can talk to me at @yotheremalik. Yep, I follow back there. Have fun reading this long chapter!!


I’M BACK!!! 

Guys, I’m back!!! It’s been a long time. It’s our summer vacation so I’ll be more active. I swear!! So, who wants One shots? Just send me a message. Things about yourself, your name, and the name of the lad you want to have an imagine with. I’ll get back to it later and to those who are waiting for the update of I Should Have Kissed You, I’m sorry for the super late update!! I’ll post it tomorrow!! Hope you understand!! I love you all!!! :) 


I Would 


Give Your Heart A Break - Chapter 2 

Chapter 2

Niall’s P.O.V.

Oh, damn.

My head was still throbbing when I woke up because of Liam’s laugh. I put on a red T-shirt that I bought in Oxygen months ago. Opening the door, I saw Liam chuckling while watching a television show. No need to ask him if what the show is all about. We all know what his favourite show is, right?

“Niall, Niall! There was this guy who really looks like Ross and then, Julie, Ross’ former girlfriend saw him and they looked at each other and Chandler and Fibs were like.. what the heck was that?!” He told me as I sat down beside him. He’s totally into this show. “Jennifer Aniston is so hot!”.

“I know, Liam. You’ve been telling me that since the day we met.” I answered, laughing lowly. He punched me playfully on my shoulder and turned off the television. Zayn and Harry opened the door opposite to us, carrying some plastics. Placing these on the table, I jumped up and checked the things inside these. “FOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD!!!!”

“Hey, hey!! Don’t eat all of them. We can also experience hunger, if you don’t know.” Zayn said jokingly, sitting beside Liam. Harry sat on the chair beside me and started eating an apple. I chuckled and ate the grapes I just washed.

“Are you excited?” Harry asked, running his hand to his curls. Excited? Well, yes. Of course, I am. I like trying out new things, meeting new people, and everything. I’m just nervous of one thing: falling in love again. Hey, don’t judge me. I am neither ignorant nor dumb. I know that there’s a possibility of me falling in love again. I know I’ll meet a girl there and I’ll love her. Different from the way I loved her. Very different.

“Do you have any plan of asking my question, Niall?” He asked again, smiling amusingly at me. I laughed wholeheartedly and shook my head, biting my lower lip.

“Of course, I’m excited. Who wouldn’t be? A new stage in my life, new lessons, new problems and etcetera.”

“What had Zayn done to you?! Well, you’re deeper than him. I am shocked!” He said mockingly, his hand on his chest. I chuckled and just hit his head weakly with the back of my hand.

“Shut up, curls.” Zayn stood up and walk toward where we were sitting. “Are you ready? We have to go. Fans are outside, being delirious as usual. We have to get you there safely, Mr. President. Your first class will start at 1pm. It’s already 12:10 pm. You’re lucky we are very near to the school or else you’ll be late for your class!”

“Geeez, dad! Calm down!” I replied teasingly, standing up. Liam and Harry laughed happily, looking at Zayn who was pouting. “I’ll just take a bath and we’re good to go.”

“Please be fast, okay?” Liam requested, stretching his arms. Look who still got a hangover from last night.

“Of course.”

“And don’t wank.” He added, laughing again.

I just stuck my tongue out and went to my room. After taking a bath, I put on some clothes and fixed my hair. I stood in front of the mirror. Okay. Now, everything is coming back. The day I first saw her… Our first anniversary.. When we were with our friends.. When I got drunk.. and.. stop.. no..

I opened my eyes and realized I was sweating profusely. I wiped my face with my handkerchief and exhaled heavily. I should stop remembering those moments. It will only ruin my day. I stopped overthinking when I heard 2 knocks on the door. Looking back, I saw Louis smiling at me. He smiled at me and nodded.

“Nervous?”

“No.. I mean, not.. I mean, nerp.. I mean… Yeah. Maybe. Maybe, I’m nervous. A little. Maybe.”

“Stop talking, Niall. Like seriously. You look like a fool when you stutter.”

“You know I hate it when people come near me.”

“Just relax, okay? Act normal. Act like Niall Horan.” Louis beckoned me to come near him. I walked towards him and he suddenly hugged me tightly. “I know these past few months had been a hell but I swear that everything will get better.”

“Thanks, Lou.” He stepped back and grinned again. We went out of our room and waited outside the elevator. When we reached the parking lot, we saw girls running to us. Our bodyguards allowed some of them to have a picture with us. If only I can stay for how many minutes, I’ll take a picture with all of them. All of us entered the car, smiling at the fans and waving at them. The driver started the engine and I could feel the car moving. I put on my sunglasses and my earphones. I suddenly felt a nudge from my side.

“We’re here.” Liam said as he went out of the car.

Wow, that was quick.

I went outside of the car and scanned the place. When I looked at my side, I almost laughed out loud even though I was kind of annoyed. Zayn was right. It is really near. I could see the street, wherein our flat is, from here. It must be just 3 blocks away. I’m not really sure.

“What the fuck were you thinking, mofos? We could have just walked!!” I shouted but I found it really amusing. These weirdos.

“If we didn’t take the car, we could have died minutes ago.” Harry replied, smirking. I just shrugged and we entered the premises of the school. People were looking at us and some of them even talked to us. That’s why I chose this school. Students here are used to meeting celebrities. Well, some are exceptions. Others were shrieking, screaming, squealing and everything typical fangirls do. Harry was just smiling at them charismatically while Liam talks to them. Louis and Zayn were mesmerized with the facilities of the school. Me? Searching for my classroom. I was walking fast and to top it all, I was using my phone when I bumped to someone.

“I’m sorry. Very sorry.” I helped her and picked up her things. She nodded and smiled.

“You seem lost. There are no rooms here.” She said, raising her eyebrows. Wow. What a bipolar.

“Truth be told, yes. I’m actually lost. Where is the Music Room?”

“Oh, that’s where I’m heading. We should go now. Mr. Gallagher doesn’t like it when students are late.” We walked quietly and I found it very awkward. She suddenly stopped walking and faced me. “I’m sorry. I haven’t introduced myself to you. I’m Decyril Alexandra Ponce. You can call me Dess, Alex, or Dap. Don’t be afraid or shy to call me that. I’m really friendly.”

“Niall Horan. Do you know me?”

“Yup. You just said you’re Niall Horan.”

I chuckled and licked my upper lip. This girl is pretty funny. I think we’ll be close friends. “Yes, I know. You know what group I am from?”

“Of course, I do. One Direction. 3rd Place in XFactor. Mentored by the mighty Simon Cowell.”

“And?”

“And? Do you expect me to scream and stuff? Sorry but I am not that kind of person. Besides, I don’t want to scare you and you seem to be a great lad and I would like to be your friend.”

“You’re loquacious, you know.”

“I get that a lot.” She giggled and smiled joyfully. We started to walk again. I reached for my cellphone which was on my pocket and texted the boys.

To: Zayn, Haz, Li, Lou

With a new found friend. Thanks, guys! See yah later!! Ha ha ha

From: Zayn

Wow, that was quick. You and your charms. :)

From: Haz

Is this really a school for people? This is like an aquarium!! School of fishes. ;)

Typical Harry.

From: Lou

Okay, Niall. Have a great day. :)

From: Liam

Have u seen my earphones i cant find 8

Oh shoot. I’m using Liam’s earphones. Oh well. As if he’s gonna die without listening to his iPod for a day. Alex stopped walking and smiled at me again. “Here we are.”

I peeked inside the room and saw some students chatting, sleeping and laughing. A girl, who seemed to be attuned to the music she’s listening to, was scribbling down on her notebook. She looks familiar but I can’t really point out who she is because she’s wearing Ray Ban sunglasses and her hair.. I like her hair. Haha. That sounds gay. I was about to ask Alex who the girl was when someone suddenly greeted us. We entered the room and sat down on the seats located on the front row.

Oh, this must be Mr. Gallagher.

I really don’t care if you don’t like Nemi. I like them. I said I like them but I don’t ship them. If Niall likes her, then okay. If Demi likes him, okay. It’s not my business anymore, mahomies!! Peace out. Love you all!!!! x o x o


Should Have Kissed You- Chapter 33.2 

I am back in the place where it all begun. The place where I had my heart broken and the place where, I hope, it will end. My yellow coat was shining due to the sun that was greeting me a great stay here in UK. You may think I’m going crazy but… Well, there’s a possibility. Nah, just kidding. I finally found my luggage. Dragging it, I started to walk, attracting the attention of the people who were around me. It must be my clothes. Who in their right mind would wear a coat during a hot day?

I mean..


“You’re Casey Arcales, aren’t you?” A teenage girl, who was about 16, approached me and grinned sweetly.


“Uhm, yes.. Why?”


I asked, biting my lower lip. I was out of the country just for few weeks and when I came back, I’ll find people.. I mean a person, coming up to me? I know it’s kind of normal but something’s bugging me.


“I’m Chloe Stanford. Such a big fan of yours, Case.” Her eyes lightened up as she was jumping up and down with pure delight. The scene I am witnessing right now is just a proof that world is really about to end. Me? Idol? Her? Fan? What kind of drug had she taken? I’m not popular. I’m still a student. And my friends?


My friends!! Oh wait.. Right. My friends are the mighty and gorgeous members of One Direction. “Can I touch you?” I almost snorted when she said that. How come the guys can take this kind of weirdness? I mean, c’mon.. I was about to roll on the floor (kidding. I don’t want to make a scene) when she saw her hesitating to poke me. I poked her instead.


“OMG, GIRLS!! SHE TOUCHED ME!!” She shrieked and her minions, I suppose, ran towards us and me? I escaped. I effing ran away from the fangirls but unluckily, they were right behind me.


“CASE!! QUICK. GET INSIDE!!” That voice. I searched for the owner of the voice and there he was… He was wearing a violet shirt and sunglasses.


“NIALL!!”


I ran towards his car, a red ferrari, which he informed me that he bought during Christmas, and I hugged him tightly.


“No time for the hugs and everything. Here are the delirious fangirls! C’mon, Case! Get inside of the car if you don’t want to be crushed to pieces!” He warned, pushing me to the car. My head hit the door when he closed it and I screamed. He got in and sat on the driver’s seat, revving the engine to life. I thought the girls were about to catch us but luckily, he started to drive and I sighed heavily, massaging my head.


“You leprechaun!!” I smacked his arm with the back of my hand. “The door hit my head! I think I’m having an internal hemmorhage!”


“First thing’s first! Nice to see you again, Case. Second, ouch. You, I assume, gained weight. Lastly, I’m sorry about that. I’m just following orders.”


“Someone ordered you to hit my head with the door of the car? Do you really want to kill me? I still want to live, you know! I still want to know how to—”.


I stopped when I saw him smiling. Nothing’s even funny! Death is a serious matter! “Why are you laughing?” I shot him a deadly look but he just shook his head.


“Tell me!”.


“Still the Casey I befriended!” He laughed, stopping behind a car and I noticed that the light was red. “No one ordered me that, of course.”


“You did that because you wanted to?! You are a jerk!”.


“You’re paranoid, Case. No one wanted and wants to hit your head with ANYTHING. Not us. Not me. And certainly, not you.”. He chuckled, maneuvering the steering wheel. “I just want you to remain unharmed when you get to your apartment and that was also their order.”.


“Their?” I asked, running my fingers to my hair.


“Yes. Their. Zayn, Kim, Harry, Ella, Raika, Louis, Eleanor and Liam. The gang.”. He answered shortly, killing the engine as we arrived in the apartment.


“CAAAAAASE!!!” Both of us went out of the car and I saw them.. The people I was skyping with days ago or even hours ago. Zayn, who shaved his mustache, hugged me first. He lifted me and put me down swiftly.


“You definitely gained weight!” He chuckled, wrapping his arm around my neck and he scruffled my hair.


“Casey!! I missed you so so so much!!!” Ella, who squeaked, hugged me tightly, too. She stepped backward and she raised her eyebrows. “Wow. You gained weight! You stopped taking bel—”.


I nudged her and she, fortunately, stopped talking and covered her mouth with her hand. Harry wiggled his nose and started stroking his chin. “Stopped taking what?”.


“Not your business, Haz.”. I replied sulkly, rolling my eyes at him. He nodded slowly.


“I get it.” He said with a smirk on his face. We finally decided to enter the apartment but Styles jumped infront of us.


“Stopped taking what?”.


“Move over.” I warned him but he just snorted. “I’ll tell you later. Just. Move. Over.”.


“Promise?”. He pouted and blinked for how many times.


I sighed heavily and closed my eyes. “Promise. Now, move.”.There was a triumphant grin that appeared on his face and that made my blood boil. Louis carried my bag for me. Asking where Eleanor is, he just said something about school. I opened the door and saw how clean the room was. You see, Ella doesn’t bother to clean this apartment unless I give her a lecture. Maybe, the real Ella was abducted by aliens. NOOO.


“I cleaned it for you.”. Liam smiled sheepishly and I almost lost my balance because my legs wobbled. See. Nothing has changed. He’s still the same Liam James Payne I know. “Hope I.. I mean my gesture.. made you smile.”.


I beamed involuntarily and nodded. “Of course, it did Liam. Thanks. I appreciate it.”.


“I smell three letters..” Harry spoke up and they laughed.


“Oh, shut up curls.” I replied, sitting on the chair. “So, fill me in. What happened while I was away?”.


“Well..”, Niall sat next to me, resting his legs on mine and his head on his hands, “we did nothing, to be honest.”.


“Even breathing?” I gasped exaggeratedly while widening my eyes.


“Really funny, Case.”. Haz rolled his eyes and sat on the floor. “Hey, I just noticed something.”.


“What is it?” Liam took a sip of his coffee and placed the cup on the table.


“Case got fat.” Harry answered, standing up, and he moved towards my direction. “Blimey, Case. Are you pregnant?”.


“Haz, can you do me a favor?”, I exhaled, closing my eyes.


“Sure.” He pinched my arms, mesmerizing them.


“Confine yourself in an asylum and never get out of there, please?”. The gang laughed.


God, I missed these morons.


“I am not out of my mind, Ms. Arcales.”. He smirked, scruffling my hair. “You got uglier.”.


“What are you trying to say? That I was ugly last month?”.


“I am glad you understood.”.


“Still a jerk.”. I snarled. I suddenly felt Niall’s hands massaging my back.


“Chillax, Case. Harry is just being honest.”. Niall joined in. They laughed again and I just rolled my eyes.


“Yes, I was just being candid. Thank you, Nialler.”.Harry beamed and stood beside Liam. “She got uglier, right?”.


There was a moment of awkward silence. Liam was looking at me and even though I am kind of embarrassed to admit, I was also looking at him (more like oogling, actually).


“Not a chance. On contrary, she got prettier.” He showed his signature grin. My cheeks turned red and I know he noticed it.


“Well, thank you Liam for lifting up my confidence again.”. I hid my face in my hair.


“You liar. You’re just saying that because you’re madly inlove with her.”. Harry snickered and Liam’s face turned to red. After how many seconds, he chuckled.


“Maybe I am. Maybe not. I just like being honest.” He smiled and stood up. “I have to go. Date with mom. Later, guys!!”.


He went out of the room, leaving us. Leaving me clueless, leaving me confused. What was that about?



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Sorry for waiting!! Hahaha. Hope you like it and I promise I’ll update the story more often. And to those who would like to be friends with me, my BBM Pin is 2027F4C. I would love to talk to you looooooooooooooooooooooooooot.



I don’t really get it why people are making a big fuss out of the recent events that happened to Louis. He’s just a person too, for crying out loud! He has the right to get mad or be annoyed with things and we should just respect him because of that. Some of us are overreacting and I really don’t like it. At least, Louis is being real. He’s being himself. He is not arrogant or whatever you call him. You’re just disappointed because you’ve always thought that the boys are perfect. They are not, okay? They’re just normal people. They also drink, eat, smile, fart and cry. If you’re going to stop supporting him because of his “too much sassiness”, no one is stopping you like seriously. His career won’t go down because of you.




Regarding the incident in that restaurant, do you think he’ll just tweet something like that if he wasn’t really annoyed? I’m not saying I know what really happened. Louis is old enough to differentiate what’s wrong or what’s right. Let’s just be a peaceful fandom again. You don’t agree with me? Okay. I didn’t make this please to please you anyway. I just want to point out some things that others apparently failed to notice. Have a good day. :)



Should Have Kissed You- Chapter 32 

Casey’s P.O.V.

“So, how are things going with you and Zayn?” I asked, putting down the mug of hot chocolate on the table. Rubbing my hands on my jacket, Ella smiled at me and nodded.

“We’re fine.”

After talking to Niall 2 weeks ago, Ella confessed to me that she and Zayn fought because of the fact that Zayn didn’t text her for how many days. I told her about the scene that I witnessed and she immediately called him. He explained everything to her and after that, they reconciled. Yes. I also think that it was fast but I can’t do anything about it. That’s how love works.

“You’re still leaving the country?” She asked, tapping her fingers on the couch. I nodded and rested my legs on the table, arms crossed against my chest. The weather outside was still affecting me even though I already wrapped myself with thick clothes.

“I have to.”

“I told mom and dad that I’m not going home for the vacation.”

“Reasons?” I smiled cheekily, touching the mug again. Putting it on my lips, I started to sip the drink which was warming my body. Ella blushed as she rubbed her eyes with the back of her hands.

“Zayn is going to introduce me to his family.”

“Good for you.” I grinned happily as I pulled her to a hug.

“Thank you for everything, Case.”

“What are you thanking for?”

“Without you, Zayn and I won’t—”

“As much as I want to take the credit, I can’t. Me, being friends with Zayn, was already planned by God.”

“Wow. That’s deep. I bet you and Zayn had private lessons.” She winked and laughed. I guffawed, my hand on my stomach. How could this girl joke about her friend and boyfriend being together privately? Shaking my head, I sighed and looked at nowhere in particular.

“When is the flight, Case?”

“3 days from now. I’m really proud of myself that I haven’t told you about my plan.”

“Yes. That is so not you. Why rush things, though? I mean, Christmas is 2 weeks from now. December 11 is too early.” She muttered quickly which made me smile.

“You’re just going to miss me, you idiot.” I punched her playfully on her arm and she let out a soft “ouch” while massaging it. I giggled as I emptied the mug I was holding.

These past few weeks were a blur. I managed to move on slowly, though. I thought to myself this… I’ve been living for 19 years in this world before I met Liam. I’ve been breathing for 2 decades. If he doesn’t need me, okay. I don’t need someone who will just make me fall for him and left me hanging. Or that’s what I just thought.

I still don’t know what the secret is but I’m okay with it now. I’ll just wait for the right time. Zayn and I are on good terms once again. Harry, Louis and Niall didn’t do anything wrong so we’re really good friends while Liam.. Liam? We talk to each other now. We’re buddies again but not closer like last time. There are still times that we find it very awkward that we’re on the same place but everything’s cool.

“So, did you already pack?”

“Yeah. Finished.”

“And I didn’t know?”

“You’re always out with Zayn, sweetie.”

“You got a problem with that, bro?” She said with angst, raising her eyebrows. I made a poker face as I was reaching for a pillow. I hit her repeatedly as she was shrieking at the top of her lungs.

“HEY HEY, WHAT’S HAPPENING?!” I heard someone shout with a thick accent. The door flew open and I saw Zayn, eyes full of panic, panting. Ella and I shared glances before we laughed out loud. He looked at us, eyebrows furrowed. Closing the door, he sat beside Ella and wrapped his arms around her. “You scared the hell out of me.”

“I’m sorry, babe.” She replied, touching Zayn’s face.

“Ewww.” I opened my mouth and pretend that I was puking. Both of them laughed while Zayn’s nose was rubbing Ella’s cheek. To be honest, these 2 can make a great family. I really have this instinct that they will marry each other someday. I stood up and excused myself, leaving them cuddling on the couch.




“Mind helping me with the luggages, Case?” I looked back and saw Niall having a hard time holding my bags. I laughed out loud and smirked at him, shrugging.

“You asked for that.”

“I’m taking it back.” He said, breathing in and out swiftly, grasping for some air. Harry and Kim were on his back, walking while holding hands. Zayn and Ella were talking and joking around while Eleanor and Louis were arguing over El’s homework. Liam, on the other hand, was carrying one of my bags.

“You can’t take it back, Horan. That’s just… mean.”

“Mean is looking at your friend dying slowly because he’s carrying your bags.” He pouted as he carried my 2 bags once again with some difficulties. Seeing him annoyed is actually one of the cutest and funniest things in the world. “What have you put on these bags, by the way? Your whole apartment?”

Liam laughed as he snatched one bag from Niall rapidly, shaking his head. I smiled at him as he put the strap of the bag on his shoulder. Walking again, I scanned my inbox which was full of my parents’ messages saying they can’t wait to see me again.

Flight 39A.. Flight 39A.. London to Singapore.. London to Singapore.. Your flight is on 10 minutes.


I stopped walking and turned around, facing these people who brought more colors to my life these past 6 months.

“This is me, then.”

I hugged each one of them including Liam. I missed his hug so much that it brought an overwhelming ecstasy to my body, making me smile involuntarily. As he stepped backward to let go of me, he smiled and gave me my bags.

“I’m really sorry for everything, Case.”

“Don’t mention it. Past is past.”

“Seems like you’ve been with Zayn, eh?” He said cockily, wiggling his eyebrows.

“For Pete’s sake, why do you guys always say that? Zayn is just like a brother to me.” I whined jokingly, carrying my bags.

“That’s what Selena Gomez said about Justin Bieber.” Harry winked and all of them laughed. I was about to throw the luggages at him when the announcer reminded the passengers of Flight 39A once again. I raised my hand and waved at them.

“Be careful, Case. We will miss you.” Niall hugged me once again.

“I will. I’ll miss you too, you morons.”

“Thank you for the compliment, Case. Much appreciated.” Louis said sarcastically, hugging me.

“Don’t listen to him. He’s just sassy. That’s all.” Eleanor rolled her eyes and smiled, pecking my cheek.

“We’ll see you in a month, then?” Kim asked, smiling at me. I nodded and the announcer reminded the people again. I arranged the bags I was holding and saluted them all. They smiled and waved at me. Ella, with a huge grin on her face, gave me 2 thumbs up.

Before turning my back to them, Liam’s eyes caught my attention. It was full of regret, fear, sadness and… longing. I don’t even know why I said those words but they fit the emotions on his eyes perfectly. I sighed and started walking, biding my goodbye to London, whispering, “I’ll be back in a month. Don’t miss me too much”.